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All throughout my life i have kept going through my mind that i don’t want kids. I grew up in a rough childhood that i would never impose on another soul. The endless cycle of tormented souls is not my idea of a good time and my recent drama experiences this past week clearly shows how much life is so much of a douchebag. Now this is not to say i would never want to have kids or even adopt one it’s just that i am nowhere near the level of being ready, let alone the world isn’t just ready to have another me running around. I came across this article and i’m mystified why someone would argue over someone not having kids, Why Your Top 10 Reasons For Not Having Kids Are Stupid

Why? Even if i were to be a good parent (which i really don’t think so, i struggle with basic things), as a logical person we have more than enough people in this world. 7 billion. If we tried to bunch them all up in one area on the planet it would be very chaotic. I get mentally drained just from a day’s work, one of the reasons i am introverted is because i can only take being around so many people for so long before i need to relax. In reality i am just not the best fit to have a family.

I do not believe overpopulation is an issue, however with the social system we hold onto so much we have already exceeded the amount of people this system can carry (especially in some areas). We have more people than we do jobs with livable wages and besides that it’s rare to find a job that is stress free. I’ve heard some people say work isn’t supposed to be fun, but if you are not enjoying your job it’s going to make it that much harder to want to work 40+ hours so you can pay for that roof over your head and the vehicle to get to work. Besides feeling overwhelmed by the amount of people and the cost of living, people tend to have more than 3 children. I’ve heard of people having over 7 children (as high as 15). I have relatives who had children as high as 8. That’s too much, i am not judging these people because it’s not my life or any of my business, but it does factor in my reasons not to have children. That tends to go with population control. I’m not an advocate for reducing the population and genocide is just pure evil. However, i don’t see anything wrong with not wanting to have kids.

It is unclear if Christians frown on not wanting to have children, let alone sometimes i feel like my dad is disappointed in me for not having any kids yet (well or at least being in a relationship with someone). I don’t even want to discuss the subject with him, besides all the other reasons, i am not mentally capable of carrying for a child, birth or adopted doesn’t matter let alone i don’t care if people think i am ready or am capable of having children, i’m 37 years old but i feel like 60. I struggle with relationships, let alone with work and daily life so kids are really not even an option anyway, even if i wanted kids it would not happen regardless. I’m just trying to survive the day to day life.

(Note: i am trying out this auto post feature, this may post later on tonight if you see it that means it worked!)

Parents and doctors who push ‘transgenderism’ on kids should be thrown in prison

Yes, i 100% agree with this, arrest and prosecute the enablers. I am tired of hearing about gender confusion in children, especially since it wasn’t even a rare event, it never happened! The story about how a 2 year old identifies as a transgender is absurd and nothing more than fiction. It’s always the same, “iv’e known since i was 2” (or 3 or 4). Most people only recall their childhood at 5 years. Many of these stories are from adults and the transgender activism is what is the main push with transgender kids.

NY Times: Doctors Right To Give Transgender Kids Puberty Blockers, Hormones At Younger Ages
‘Pure evil’: Yale medical fellow says doctors are right to give puberty blockers to transgender kids
Psychiatrist notes increase in children’s use of transgender as way to be different
Gender Expert Says Teens Are Trying To Be Transgender Because It’s Cool

And the madness continues, it is already dangerous for transgender people and that danger is being pushed onto children,

Transgender students cope with harassment
Research Claiming Sex-Change Benefits Is Based On Junk Science
Transgenders in Wisconsin file lawsuit to force taxpayers to pay for gender reassignment surgeries
Recognizing the Invisible: Transgender Suicide Should be of High Concern
Oklahoma official draws fire for “cross-dressers” warning email
Manchester, New Hampshire, School Board Tables Vote on Transgender Health Care
Boys Will Keep Winning Girls’ Sports Trophies Until We Are Willing To Re-Assert Sex Distinctions
Beyond the bathroom: Report shows laws’ harm for transgender students
Some Teens Are ‘Trying Out Being Transgender,’ but It’s Not What You Think
Pro-Transgender Activists Reportedly Assault Opposition

The only solution is to make transitioning illegal in children. Prosecute and send the enablers to prison is the best method. Eventually when kids find out how difficult it is to be transgender and puberty blockers and hormones will ruin the rest of their lives. It is not worth it.

And this is a reminder that being transgender is dangerous, it is not widely accepted in society,

This guy’s post was also taken down on Facebook and Facebook Suspends YouTuber for Disliking ‘Transgender Mother’ Commercial

Asking Alexandria’s Danny Worsnop Responded To Claims Of Him Being Rude To Fans

I usually don’t bother with bands such as these, i’m not huge into post-hardcore (or any core related metal for that matter) although i have listened to Asking Alexandria and others on a rare occasion. I’m mostly into melodic death metal, death metal and black metal. But after hearing a fan’s awful experience it bugs me that Danny couldn’t be a bit nicer to his fanbase.

Q: Do you appreciate your fans support & all?

A: Lots of people seem to think I hate our fans and don’t appreciate them at all. I really do. Our fans are awesome and I owe them everything I have. I just have a different way of showing. I’ve never been the people to sit and hang out with a group of people. I like my own space, I like being with just a couple of people that I know in my own little world. I have an antisocial disorder and I like to stay in my comfort zone. People never realize it and assume I’m an asshole.

Q&A with Danny Worsnop regarding the rumours, the stories and his all round bad reputation

I don’t know whether or not this guy realizes but when you have a fairly large fanbase it is disrespectful to push them away. It’s ok if you want to have your space you don’t need to spend hours on end talking to your fans, although it would be nice to get to know some of the people who appreciate and help your success. It’s sort of a two way street and in the end if you simply push them away it won’t help your image any. Some musicians are really cool and laid back people. Take Nergal (Adam) from Behemoth, a somewhat of a satanic band (or perceived as such), the guy seems brutal and mean on stage but i have heard great things about how he treats his fanbase.

I’ve met Jonny Santos from Spineshank (didn’t get to talk to him much mostly said hey and got to shake his hand) and hung out with Fear Factory a bit, i think i talked to one of the drummers (during the Archeype tour) and overall they are really cool laid back people. But upon hearing how Danny treats his fanbase, it’s nearly the opposite from my experiences. Now i’m not saying that Danny should change, although he needs to change on his own. I understand he’s anti-social, but even when i was like that i still wasn’t really.. i’m just really nice and i still am although still very introverted. I wasn’t really gabbing off with the Fear Factory band although, Burton chuckled when there was some metalcore or deathcore band screaming at the top of their lungs. Someone mentioned something about, “i wonder how long he’ll have his vocals for”. Burton was preoccupied with the History or Animal channel. It was definitely a cool experience but at the same time, the band was really cool to all the fans that were flocking in and out (which wasn’t much, but still..).

But as a fan, you gotta prepare yourself to be disappointed. In fact it’s best to not really be so preoccupied with when meeting the band that you gotta hug them or shake their hand or try to be friends with them. In any case don’t set your mind to one thing and one thing only and you won’t be disappointed. Not everyone is as nice as the other person and the whole lesson here is appreciate the bands that do show their appreciation and don’t be too bothered by those who don’t show it.

So is Danny Worsnop disrespectful/rude to fans? In a way yes, his attitude does show and fans can see it. Whether or not he thinks that is really up to him and it’s up to him to change.

The transgender war continues as both sides fail to come to a consensus. The war is everywhere, in locker rooms, restrooms, whether transgenders should play in sports, even whether people want to date transgender people or not,

which discrimination could mean that you just have dating preferences with a certain race or gender. But that’s besides the point, some people just want to date people of the opposite sex (biologically speaking). And this is a major reason why i prefer not to date period. One of the reasons anyway. If transgenders feel they are being discriminated against and especially when some people don’t understand there’s another meaning behind it, it’s going to be rough in the dating world as more people open up to being transgender. But the resistance against transgender people and dating them also opens up the transgenders to feel like they shouldn’t say anything which makes matters worse.

It’s quite ridiculous to say the least especially when some transgenders prefer people to be open and honest about their feelings on dating a transgender. Another problem is some of the comments (i don’t think it’s in that particular YouTube video) at least one or two people are claiming that transgenders can change sex. Basically they are trying to say that a person that is born a male who identifies as a woman is genetically female at birth but has a birth defect with male parts. It’s like some of these transgenders really are manipulative and deceiving others by saying these things as the truth. It’s one thing if they were intersex (or if they got a DNA test at birth and shown to be the wrong sex), which should not be associated with transgenders, those who feel they need to express their gender identity that doesn’t match their sex (what they were assigned at birth).

The argument here is that we, the 99% need to accommodate the 1% is faulty reasoning. There is no way of pleasing everyone on this planet, if that was the case we’d all be driving luxury or fast sports cars, living the real dream without having to work for it. And often times the 99% isn’t being met, it’s only a small fraction of those who are free to do what they wish and right now that tends to harm the majority in some way or another.

New report shows Target is feeling the devastating effects of their transgender bathroom policy

This article here, shows that Target has lost sales in the transgender bathroom policy announcement. Had they been quiet, they never would have had such a huge backlash that harmed the company. And already problems has arose from the bathroom announcement, Man Tries To Film Minor In Target Dressing Room along with others one had a Target bathroom damaged by a bomb. Sure these problems could happen anyway but when you happen to mention that men can go into the women’s restroom (or changing area) it’s going to invite perverts in. You can rationalize that all you want but Target should have been more careful, like any other business politics and defending a small group of people in your sales market does not help your end, especially with an unpopular topic such as transgender.

How Democrats sold out the transgender community in North Carolina

Even the N.C.A.A. backed down although their image has already been damaged. BOYCOTT NCAA

But if that wasn’t enough, we got, Transgender bullying is on the rise. How can we stop misinformation spreading? Misinformation breeding misinformation. Some people want to convince others transgenders are not mentally ill. It’s one thing to say that you are a transgender woman, but it’s another thing to say and try to convince others that they are simply a woman or female. Crossdressing is about the limit of the logic of this gender debate. Even in the article, transgenders (or crossdressers), males who identify as women know that they are not real women. The biggest problem here is that you can’t simply fight biology and disregard nature. By any means, transgenderism will fail. The reality is that the transgender acceptance by minorities is a symptom of social collapse. Just like Target losing sales over a bathroom policy, it’s a sign that society and humanity in general does not support gender identity or transgenders. At least 30% will always be against transgender ideology. As 90% will reject pedophilia we are quickly heading towards another Sodom and Gomorrah devastation.

If you are not familiar with the story behind Sodom and Gomorrah,

“They called to Lot, ‘Where are the men who came to you tonight? Bring them out to us so that we can have sex with them.'” The angels then proceed to blind all the men of Sodom and Gomorrah and urge Lot and his family to flee from the cities to escape the wrath that God was about to deliver. Lot and his family flee the city, and then “the LORD rained down burning sulfur on Sodom and Gomorrah — from the LORD out of the heavens. Thus he overthrew those cities and the entire plain, including all those living in the cities…”

In light of the passage, the most common response to the question “What was the sin of Sodom and Gomorrah?” is that it was homosexuality.”

What was the sin of Sodom and Gomorrah?

It probably won’t be the destruction of the world, but it does mean that the world will be in chaos. Possibly considering tensions between the US and other countries, Are We in a New Cold War With Russia? Again, may or may not happen soon and since homosexuality seems so acceptable in today’s society (somewhat anyway) it doesn’t mean once society crumbles once again that homosexuality may be crushed once again. But that’s not really the topic. Transgender ideology is more than likely the driving force heading towards collapse. Now this may not make much sense or is logical by any means but it has happened in the past. Anytime homosexuality or transgenderism was acceptable in past societies, they all have been destroyed. It stands to reason that if were to happen in the near future that this trend of social collapse and perversion acceptance is connected. One time it may ‘just happen’. A second time a coincidence, a third, forth (you get the idea) it starts to look like a connection. Whether or not it will really happen, well only time will tell. Guess it’s time to get a bomb shelter.

Warning: The videos in these links are extremely violent, watch at your own risk!

Trans woman pleads for her life before being beaten to death
a transsexual woman is dragged from her home and beaten to death in the street in a sickening attack in Brazil

If there was ever a reason to avoid being transgender, now is the time. Well it has always been the time as throughout history transgender violence (also known as crossdressers/drag queens) has always been around, but as rare as it was back then because most people realize or know better to avoid transitioning. It was scarce even in the Biblical times as there wasn’t as many instances. Transgenders was barely a blip on the radar (less than most obscure diseases in the past) and whether or not they were a commonality back then it’s not the focus. The focus right now is that transgenders need therapy, not encouragement.

It’s so simple but somehow the transgender activism does a 180° and say that they need more protections. The most often quote they use is “the reason transgenders are suicidal and being murdered is because of discrimination”. It’s as if they are using that statement as a justification to continue pushing transgender ideology. But the bottom line is,

transgenders need therapy, not encouragement! This is the most effective way to stop the suicides and violence.

transgender florist, 27, is hacked to death, shot and mutilated
Transgender community hit hard by violence in U.S.

So yes, i put in bold, red letters that in another words, society needs to stop fighting over what protections transgenders need and demand that professionals stop encouraging these people to embrace “gender identity” and get to actually treating these people. It is sad, disturbing and pathetic that a group of individuals are deciding the fate of children when the violence against transgenders is extremely brutal.

When i say brutal, i don’t mean it’s nice like this,

(Warning don’t click on the videos if you can’t handle gory stuff!!!)

I mean brutal like this!
(Warning: If you want to keep your eardrums you’ll refrain from clicking this one!)

anyway, this is actually serious as the transgender activism continues to try to force people to accept transgenderism and the way people retaliate is murder, while most don’t resort to violence there’s still quite a few that are violent.

In my previous post, The insanity of transgender ideology; a two year old transgender this is a major problem that needs to be solved. While some people are saying ‘let live’ and the ‘lets not do anything but be nice’, that really isn’t curbing the violence.. spreading awareness is not helping any and neither is trying to make laws to protect transgenders (as shown with the U.S. that new anti-trans laws are being written on the regular basis), we as a society need to force professionals to rethink transitioning as treatment.

Because. It. Is. Not. Working!!

Talking to Your Kids About Transgenderism
Transgender student allegedly told ‘you’re not a girl’ by aide upset over bathroom use

Transitioning may solve the person’s gender confusion but it does not solve the risk of suicides, violence and murder. It only creates it. I was told, if something is not creating a result, meaning if you are not seeing a major impact, it means it’s not working. If it takes you 10 minutes to drill a hole, something is not right. Transgender activism has been trying to promote transgender children since the 90’s and it’s still not making a positive impact. Even much of what you see or hear on the news about transgender children living happy lives is not entirely true. Parents have to move, take their kids to a different school and try to hide the fact that their boy is really a girl.

This is when it’s a ‘more trouble than it’s worth’ situation and it’s not working. That’s when professionals have to rethink what treatments they are providing and come up with a much better solution that doesn’t involve transitioning, especially with children. That doesn’t mean reparative therapy is the only option, that only means there is another solution out there that doesn’t involve making others disgusted. Logically this shouldn’t be an issue, however this is an insane method from insane people.

In addition, here is more insanity if there was any more of a reason that transgenders need help, ‘I used to wish for cancer so I could get a mastectomy’: Transgender man reveals heartache ahead of surgery to have breasts removed

Not another post on transgenders, and it’s not like that i try to find these, they usually find me.. which is a bit of a curse but it’s not like the major media outlets are not talking about transgenders either, mainly Donald Trump Junks Barack Obama’s Pro-Transgender PoliciesWhy did Trump’s government reverse transgender rights? about the transgender bathroom rights in schools Obama had in place but Trump removed them, it’s not a federal concern which Trump is right, this should be decided at the state level. And NC already is against the trans bathrooms, NC Economy Barely Impacted by Backlash to Transgender Bathroom.

As i have said in previous posts, The hatred for transgenders in America is continuing to skyrocketArguing with a transgender activist is futile, they don’t know right from wrongPushing transgender ideology does not work and has made things worse for transgenders,  It is a really bad time to identify as transgender, people do not support transgenders and it’ll keep getting worse

But, now we hear of a 2 year old transgender girl, ‘When will I get a vagina?’ How a two-year-old born as a boy knew she wanted to become a girl  The story is either fake or the parents responsible are insane. Literally, mentally insane! No two year old, that is 2, 24 months a child claims to be transgender. In case you don’t know..

Baby talk at 18 months. Babies at this age say several simple words and can point to people, objects, and body parts you name for them. They repeat words or sounds they hear you say, like the last word in a sentence. But they often leave off endings or beginnings of words. For example, they may say “daw” for “dog” or “noo-noo’s” for “noodles.”

Baby talk at 2 years. By age 2, babies string together a few words in short phrases of two to four words, such as “Mommy bye-bye” or “me milk.” They’re learning that words mean more than objects like “cup” — they also mean abstract ideas like “mine.”

Baby talk at 3 years. By the time your baby is age 3, his or her vocabulary expands rapidly, and “make-believe” play spurs an understanding of symbolic and abstract language like “now,” feelings like “sad,” and spatial concepts like “in.”

http://www.webmd.com/parenting/guide/baby-talk-your-babys-first-words

So where is this kid getting this info from? Even at age 3, they wouldn’t know much of anything about gender. As i said, there are only 2 possible reasons, it’s either a fake story (the transgender activism is often filled with false stories) or the parents wanted a girl so bad they decided to make him one. Gender confusion generally starts when the child starts playing with other kids of the same age range and often times a boy will identify as a girl because he likes what the girls are doing and vise versa with girls that exhibit gender confusion. It may happen at 3 or 4, but in most cases it’ll happen around 5. But not like this. There is no way a child outright rejects their gender before the age of 7 when they are able to get more information. There is much we don’t know about the human brain but always, when a new child is born they only have information at the basic level like anyone else it’s generally the same, every child has to go through the same learning process. You can’t just go up to a 3 or 4 year old and ask them who was the president of the United States in 1940 or know how to install a new stove. They are not going to know, unless they constantly watch their parents do these things in which the child may then know how to install a stove or they talked about who was the president in 1940 in which case the only way for a child to learn new things is to hear about it or see it.

A Parent’s Guide To Not Transing The Kids
What Blame Do Parents Share For The Sudden Emergence Of Trans Kids?
Transgender children are at greater risk of mental health problems
Transgender and gender-fluid teens left with few safe harbors
Churches Respond to Boy Scouts Transgender Policy
Transgender Activist: Preference for Kids’ Single-Sex Shower Rooms is ‘Prejudiced’

Just seeing these above links shows how much resistance there is to make sure children won’t turn out as transgender. More parents are concerned and if the survey’s on, Poll: Most Americans Want Bathroom Access Decided By Biological Sex it could be around 45% who refuse to let their kids transition, and it could be up to 70% who would try to look for other options for their child.

Some parents who allow their kid to transition most likely felt as if there was no other options, not surprising when transgender activists are trying hard to make sure there are no other options besides transitioning,
Threatening Violence, Trans Activists Expel Un-PC Research At Medical Conference
Transgender People Need As Much Help As The ‘Human Ken Doll’ Does
‘Anti-Transgender’ Bus Tours Spain Declaring: ‘Boys Have Penises, Girls Have Vaginas’
THE TWO THINGS WE MUST SAY ABOUT THE TRANSGENDER DEBATE
Jenni Murray: Transgender women are not ‘real women’
Kenneth Zucker and Transgender Kids: Who Knows Best? Documentary on transgender children

So with the transgender activism shutting down Kenneth Zucker’s practice (which was completely humane, no conversion therapy/electroshock) this is a really big problem because the transgender activism is effectively removing any sort of treatment that helps people align themselves with their proper gender to force people into believing that transing children is the only answer.

‘Frightened’: Murders of 3 transgender women in Louisiana shake LGBT community
I’m Sorry, But Caitlyn Jenner Is a Man Wearing a Dress
BACKLASH: Gay and Transgender TV Die In the Ratings
Outraged Parents Band Together to Take Action Against LGBT-Pushing Disney
PRANK CALL: Target Transgender Bathroom Complaint!
Majorities of Americans Want Bathrooms Linked to Biological Sex, Not Gender Identity
Transgender bathrooms: Anybody talking about the assaults?
Transgender Bathroom Rights Could Become An Issue

With all those links including some of my blog posts,
Men hunt transgender woman through streets of New Orleans
National Geographic’s Transgender Avery’s parents receive a wave of death threats and bullying. Why it is imperative for parents to understand the dangers of allowing their children to decide gender
New survey shows that transgenders are 54% likely to attempt suicide

It is imperative that we mute the transgender activism in some way or another so the sane adults can work a realistic solution. It doesn’t do any good to force gender ideology down children’s throats or to encourage the idea that they may in fact be, transgender. The earlier children may identify as transgender the greater the chance people will accept transgenders. That won’t work, it may work for awhile, the transgender activism could potentially silence the ‘transphobic’ society into forcing them to accept transgenders but it’s a means to an end. Gender identity, is not real. You do not identify with gender the same way you identify as a punk rocker or goth. Gender has and will always be attached to the sex you were born as and you cannot change that anymore than you can change a dog to meow like a cat.

Transgender activism will use harsh words like bigots, discrimination, uneducated, transphobic, and any other word that gets people scared. The point is, we should not be scared, as a society if we find something repulsive or immoral, we have to stand up to it. Get tough and show the transgender activism that we will not be bullied into accepting such a dangerous lifestyle, especially a dangerous lifestyle for our children. Children and people are not born transgender. It is a mental issue that needs to be rectified by ethical treatments. Transitioning is not an ethical treatment, nor will it ever be. Saying that it is does not make it so. Telling people that you were born as a male but identify as a woman does not make it truth. It just means you are confused. And to anyone reading this that may be hurt or angry, it’s just the truth. If i were to tell an obese person that they need to go to the gym to work out that isn’t being hateful, it’s telling them that they need to work on improving their health. The same with any eating disorder or type of depression. There is no nice way of saying when someone has a problem but when we ignore these problems and mask it by putting on a costume it doesn’t make it stop.

So transgenders attempt suicide because society rejects them. Or society does not understand transgenders and no matter how hard you try to explain it, it still doesn’t make any sense. Gender identity is not logical. If you find a glass, hold it up and call it a cup, glass or bottle it would make sense to most people. That’s because we associate those words with the object. If you held an aluminum soda can and said the same thing, cup, glass.. ect. most people may scoff and say, that’s a can. While we could say that an aluminum can be a glass, ect.. it’s not really the proper name for it because there’s a difference between the two and if you were to describe it to someone over the phone, internet they would be confused if you were to tell them that you are holding a glass, yet it’s a soda can. The same is for transgenders, i probably have mentioned this time and again but the reason males are called men is because we associate men as males. The same with females=women. It’s almost hardwired into our subconscious on how we percive sex and gender.

So there is no way there will be an overwhelming support of transgenders, it just won’t happen and there is another list of mental disorders that is becoming the acceptable norm within a few people,
Man spends $50,000 on over 100 procedures to transform into a ‘genderless’ ALIEN
Woman who dreamed about being blind had DRAIN CLEANER poured in her eyes by a sympathetic psychologist

It’s only natural too to want to sympathize with people who have a disorder, but we treat disorders, not encourage them. The sympathizing needs to stop at, “wow sorry you have a problem there, we need to get that treated”, and not, “cool, so you identify as blind, i can help you with that”. Transgenders do need mental help and in order to get a handle on this we definitely need to come up with a way to treat the transgender activism, even though they’ll flat out refuse any treatments, including a magic pill that will cure their gender confusion. Since the transgender activism is sneaky, manipulative and deceptive it’s time to play that game because it seems common sense and logic isn’t working with these people so society has to be sneaky and underhanded in order to stop the tyranny of the activism. We have to throw all this manipulative crap back on them because these people will stop at nothing to keep any sort of humane treatments from surfacing to the public. At any rate the activism forces parents to work out of their basements in order to find a treatment that works for gender confusion. It’s either that or toss their child out which is generally the only other option families have when their child will not be obedient.

There’s a few more links, sorry if i bombarded this post with them but it was a lot these past several weeks on this annoying subject, but if we can’t rectify this, then there really isn’t any hope for humanity, at least for now and the only way that this situation would be rectified is a complete shutdown of our economic/social system leaving humanity in the dark ages once again. It has happened before and as much as we’d like to keep society running this transgender situation (which there are more important subjects to discuss) is a cut clear sign of social decay.

2 transgender women were killed in New Orleans in 48 hours
CIARA MCELVEEN IS THE SIXTH TRANSGENDER WOMAN KILLED THIS YEAR
Multiple Black Transgender Women Murdered in February
Sacramento transgender performer killed in New Orleans

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No seriously i wonder if it’s laziness, depression, tiredness or a simple case of idgaf because no one ever comes over. It’s not that bad now, i did clean it up to an acceptable point and i keep telling myself, this time it’ll work, but it ends up being..

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because generally when i’m at work i’m thinking, today’s that day i’m going to clean…

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and it’s the usual excuse, i’m too tired. I’m also only home 2 days a week (because i stay at someones house during the weekday for work) so that is generally the culprit but no, even during the week i get lazy and ‘forget’. It wasn’t always like this, when i first moved in, i always kept it pretty clean though most of the stuff i have was still in the packing crates. And it would always get progressively worse. It generally happened during the holidays where i would just be too tired, because working in retail was too stressful,
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but it turned into an everyday thing where it was easier to turn on a gaming system, computer or put on movies for the night than to pick up a broom and sweep. No one will care anyway right?

My apartments like to do a yearly inspection and not bother to tell you until a week (sometimes less, like 2 days).

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So they’re not even in the same month range. It would make sense to do it during the yearly renewal but they seem to not always do that. So now it takes me scrambling to get the place clean because i fail at being proactive and just keep it clean to begin with. Seriously if i spend an hour cleaning a week i wouldn’t care. But it still is a problem where i’d only clean when someone is visiting. So other than me getting into the routine of, “i’m too tired/lazy to do it” i ponder whether or not the last girl i was interested in didn’t do something.

rejected

Yes, i was rejected and not only that i was completely fine with being friends which was my original intention but i had people going,
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which actually ruined any chances of being best friends with her, because she would always assume that was interested in her which i was but she didn’t need to know that and again was completely fine with being friends.
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but again, that was perfectly fine if i was friendzoned, but i wasn’t just friendzoned, i was work-friendzoned. Anyway, i’m not looking for anyone nor i really want to find someone, which is another topic, Transgenders is a big reason i do not date or have a relationship so for the other major reason i do not date or am not in a relationship is because while rejection is a part of life, it’s not really something i am willing to put up with when i could be focusing on other stuff, like not cleaning the house…

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So i’m going to have to come up with some sort of gameplan to keep my place clean and to avoid being lazy, tired or whatever. I doubt i am seriously depressed, maybe a touch of it but certainly not enough to really avoid doing housework. I got it done for now but i need to keep it clean and not cluttered.

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