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Is that your only entertainment? (Spoiling your desire)
To blow your minds on a one-way track
From a distance…

Building knowledge out of flexible existence
Hunt for adrenaline is staggering, grand lack of emotions
You’ll never face conclusions, you’ll get what you want
Am I really an exception?

Is that your only entertainment? (Spoiling your desire)
To blow your minds on a one-way track
I tell you a lie and you make it a statement (Sleeping in denial)
You’re all wasting the time of your lives

Distance – Soilwork

This is been me for quite awhile now. At least feeling like i am wasting my life. Eh, not entirely but i work all week and then when i come home for the weekend i’m mostly watching tv, playing videogames or surfing the internet. I used to work in retail and i never had enough money to do anything. Fast forward to day i work in a factory and i came to notice many of the people there get drunk and party. Well that’s not really my thing, especially as an introvert.

So this song kinda fits that but including with me i tend to do the same things. Stuff that is probably meaningless but i do it anyway. And having to clean my apartment (and sleeping) i really felt like i wasted my weekend. Well i needed to clean my apartment, is one thing and i didn’t get to spend a whole lot of time cleaning (more like i need to organize) but i do question what i am doing with my time. I don’t get to hang out with friends that often anymore (mostly because they’re all busy) and finding metalhead friends is so far and few between as it is. I’m not that introverted to the point where i need to isolate myself from all human contact but it hasn’t been as simple as it used to be to find new friends that actually have the time to be friends. Most of the people i either hang out with now are people (at work) or my dad, stepmom and my stepsister. And while i mostly am just talking to people i’m friends with at work sometimes i’d like to go out and do something.

As i’m typing this, Sunday is practically over. I have to get ready for the work week in which i don’t get to be at home, i’m at my fathers place all week. That does really need to change, but i have not found a closer place to work yet. Been trying to find a townhouse with an attached garage. With the limiting funds though it’s not easy. While i am making more i have a income to debt ratio especially when i have a limit of money in my savings. Buying a new home is costly, but it’s either that or spending near as much every month for an apartment. And i am tired of apartment living. In any case this is a strain on me to find a closer place, either that or i’ll have to start driving home daily, which puts more wear and tear on my old vehicle. I don’t mind the mileage as the maintenance is kept up, but the roads here tear up vehicles. And having a pet at home, a cat this makes matters even worse. She likes being home apposed to my dad’s and i think it’s because of too many people/animals there. 2 cats and a dog. So i definitely need to find a new place pronto not only for my sake but my cat. But, at this point nothing is found. I may have to sacrifice getting a place with a garage but also my car is being used as a garage. It’s tacky, hence the requirement to find a place that has a garage, plus i don’t have to dust/scrape off my car in the mornings.

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All throughout my life i have kept going through my mind that i don’t want kids. I grew up in a rough childhood that i would never impose on another soul. The endless cycle of tormented souls is not my idea of a good time and my recent drama experiences this past week clearly shows how much life is so much of a douchebag. Now this is not to say i would never want to have kids or even adopt one it’s just that i am nowhere near the level of being ready, let alone the world isn’t just ready to have another me running around. I came across this article and i’m mystified why someone would argue over someone not having kids, Why Your Top 10 Reasons For Not Having Kids Are Stupid

Why? Even if i were to be a good parent (which i really don’t think so, i struggle with basic things), as a logical person we have more than enough people in this world. 7 billion. If we tried to bunch them all up in one area on the planet it would be very chaotic. I get mentally drained just from a day’s work, one of the reasons i am introverted is because i can only take being around so many people for so long before i need to relax. In reality i am just not the best fit to have a family.

I do not believe overpopulation is an issue, however with the social system we hold onto so much we have already exceeded the amount of people this system can carry (especially in some areas). We have more people than we do jobs with livable wages and besides that it’s rare to find a job that is stress free. I’ve heard some people say work isn’t supposed to be fun, but if you are not enjoying your job it’s going to make it that much harder to want to work 40+ hours so you can pay for that roof over your head and the vehicle to get to work. Besides feeling overwhelmed by the amount of people and the cost of living, people tend to have more than 3 children. I’ve heard of people having over 7 children (as high as 15). I have relatives who had children as high as 8. That’s too much, i am not judging these people because it’s not my life or any of my business, but it does factor in my reasons not to have children. That tends to go with population control. I’m not an advocate for reducing the population and genocide is just pure evil. However, i don’t see anything wrong with not wanting to have kids.

It is unclear if Christians frown on not wanting to have children, let alone sometimes i feel like my dad is disappointed in me for not having any kids yet (well or at least being in a relationship with someone). I don’t even want to discuss the subject with him, besides all the other reasons, i am not mentally capable of carrying for a child, birth or adopted doesn’t matter let alone i don’t care if people think i am ready or am capable of having children, i’m 37 years old but i feel like 60. I struggle with relationships, let alone with work and daily life so kids are really not even an option anyway, even if i wanted kids it would not happen regardless. I’m just trying to survive the day to day life.

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(Note: i am trying out this auto post feature, this may post later on tonight if you see it that means it worked!)

Parents and doctors who push ‘transgenderism’ on kids should be thrown in prison

Yes, i 100% agree with this, arrest and prosecute the enablers. I am tired of hearing about gender confusion in children, especially since it wasn’t even a rare event, it never happened! The story about how a 2 year old identifies as a transgender is absurd and nothing more than fiction. It’s always the same, “iv’e known since i was 2” (or 3 or 4). Most people only recall their childhood at 5 years. Many of these stories are from adults and the transgender activism is what is the main push with transgender kids.

NY Times: Doctors Right To Give Transgender Kids Puberty Blockers, Hormones At Younger Ages
‘Pure evil’: Yale medical fellow says doctors are right to give puberty blockers to transgender kids
Psychiatrist notes increase in children’s use of transgender as way to be different
Gender Expert Says Teens Are Trying To Be Transgender Because It’s Cool

And the madness continues, it is already dangerous for transgender people and that danger is being pushed onto children,

Transgender students cope with harassment
Research Claiming Sex-Change Benefits Is Based On Junk Science
Transgenders in Wisconsin file lawsuit to force taxpayers to pay for gender reassignment surgeries
Recognizing the Invisible: Transgender Suicide Should be of High Concern
Oklahoma official draws fire for “cross-dressers” warning email
Manchester, New Hampshire, School Board Tables Vote on Transgender Health Care
Boys Will Keep Winning Girls’ Sports Trophies Until We Are Willing To Re-Assert Sex Distinctions
Beyond the bathroom: Report shows laws’ harm for transgender students
Some Teens Are ‘Trying Out Being Transgender,’ but It’s Not What You Think
Pro-Transgender Activists Reportedly Assault Opposition

The only solution is to make transitioning illegal in children. Prosecute and send the enablers to prison is the best method. Eventually when kids find out how difficult it is to be transgender and puberty blockers and hormones will ruin the rest of their lives. It is not worth it.

And this is a reminder that being transgender is dangerous, it is not widely accepted in society,

This guy’s post was also taken down on Facebook and Facebook Suspends YouTuber for Disliking ‘Transgender Mother’ Commercial

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Asking Alexandria’s Danny Worsnop Responded To Claims Of Him Being Rude To Fans

I usually don’t bother with bands such as these, i’m not huge into post-hardcore (or any core related metal for that matter) although i have listened to Asking Alexandria and others on a rare occasion. I’m mostly into melodic death metal, death metal and black metal. But after hearing a fan’s awful experience it bugs me that Danny couldn’t be a bit nicer to his fanbase.

Q: Do you appreciate your fans support & all?

A: Lots of people seem to think I hate our fans and don’t appreciate them at all. I really do. Our fans are awesome and I owe them everything I have. I just have a different way of showing. I’ve never been the people to sit and hang out with a group of people. I like my own space, I like being with just a couple of people that I know in my own little world. I have an antisocial disorder and I like to stay in my comfort zone. People never realize it and assume I’m an asshole.

Q&A with Danny Worsnop regarding the rumours, the stories and his all round bad reputation

I don’t know whether or not this guy realizes but when you have a fairly large fanbase it is disrespectful to push them away. It’s ok if you want to have your space you don’t need to spend hours on end talking to your fans, although it would be nice to get to know some of the people who appreciate and help your success. It’s sort of a two way street and in the end if you simply push them away it won’t help your image any. Some musicians are really cool and laid back people. Take Nergal (Adam) from Behemoth, a somewhat of a satanic band (or perceived as such), the guy seems brutal and mean on stage but i have heard great things about how he treats his fanbase.

I’ve met Jonny Santos from Spineshank (didn’t get to talk to him much mostly said hey and got to shake his hand) and hung out with Fear Factory a bit, i think i talked to one of the drummers (during the Archeype tour) and overall they are really cool laid back people. But upon hearing how Danny treats his fanbase, it’s nearly the opposite from my experiences. Now i’m not saying that Danny should change, although he needs to change on his own. I understand he’s anti-social, but even when i was like that i still wasn’t really.. i’m just really nice and i still am although still very introverted. I wasn’t really gabbing off with the Fear Factory band although, Burton chuckled when there was some metalcore or deathcore band screaming at the top of their lungs. Someone mentioned something about, “i wonder how long he’ll have his vocals for”. Burton was preoccupied with the History or Animal channel. It was definitely a cool experience but at the same time, the band was really cool to all the fans that were flocking in and out (which wasn’t much, but still..).

But as a fan, you gotta prepare yourself to be disappointed. In fact it’s best to not really be so preoccupied with when meeting the band that you gotta hug them or shake their hand or try to be friends with them. In any case don’t set your mind to one thing and one thing only and you won’t be disappointed. Not everyone is as nice as the other person and the whole lesson here is appreciate the bands that do show their appreciation and don’t be too bothered by those who don’t show it.

So is Danny Worsnop disrespectful/rude to fans? In a way yes, his attitude does show and fans can see it. Whether or not he thinks that is really up to him and it’s up to him to change.

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The transgender war continues as both sides fail to come to a consensus. The war is everywhere, in locker rooms, restrooms, whether transgenders should play in sports, even whether people want to date transgender people or not,

which discrimination could mean that you just have dating preferences with a certain race or gender. But that’s besides the point, some people just want to date people of the opposite sex (biologically speaking). And this is a major reason why i prefer not to date period. One of the reasons anyway. If transgenders feel they are being discriminated against and especially when some people don’t understand there’s another meaning behind it, it’s going to be rough in the dating world as more people open up to being transgender. But the resistance against transgender people and dating them also opens up the transgenders to feel like they shouldn’t say anything which makes matters worse.

It’s quite ridiculous to say the least especially when some transgenders prefer people to be open and honest about their feelings on dating a transgender. Another problem is some of the comments (i don’t think it’s in that particular YouTube video) at least one or two people are claiming that transgenders can change sex. Basically they are trying to say that a person that is born a male who identifies as a woman is genetically female at birth but has a birth defect with male parts. It’s like some of these transgenders really are manipulative and deceiving others by saying these things as the truth. It’s one thing if they were intersex (or if they got a DNA test at birth and shown to be the wrong sex), which should not be associated with transgenders, those who feel they need to express their gender identity that doesn’t match their sex (what they were assigned at birth).

The argument here is that we, the 99% need to accommodate the 1% is faulty reasoning. There is no way of pleasing everyone on this planet, if that was the case we’d all be driving luxury or fast sports cars, living the real dream without having to work for it. And often times the 99% isn’t being met, it’s only a small fraction of those who are free to do what they wish and right now that tends to harm the majority in some way or another.

New report shows Target is feeling the devastating effects of their transgender bathroom policy

This article here, shows that Target has lost sales in the transgender bathroom policy announcement. Had they been quiet, they never would have had such a huge backlash that harmed the company. And already problems has arose from the bathroom announcement, Man Tries To Film Minor In Target Dressing Room along with others one had a Target bathroom damaged by a bomb. Sure these problems could happen anyway but when you happen to mention that men can go into the women’s restroom (or changing area) it’s going to invite perverts in. You can rationalize that all you want but Target should have been more careful, like any other business politics and defending a small group of people in your sales market does not help your end, especially with an unpopular topic such as transgender.

How Democrats sold out the transgender community in North Carolina

Even the N.C.A.A. backed down although their image has already been damaged. BOYCOTT NCAA

But if that wasn’t enough, we got, Transgender bullying is on the rise. How can we stop misinformation spreading? Misinformation breeding misinformation. Some people want to convince others transgenders are not mentally ill. It’s one thing to say that you are a transgender woman, but it’s another thing to say and try to convince others that they are simply a woman or female. Crossdressing is about the limit of the logic of this gender debate. Even in the article, transgenders (or crossdressers), males who identify as women know that they are not real women. The biggest problem here is that you can’t simply fight biology and disregard nature. By any means, transgenderism will fail. The reality is that the transgender acceptance by minorities is a symptom of social collapse. Just like Target losing sales over a bathroom policy, it’s a sign that society and humanity in general does not support gender identity or transgenders. At least 30% will always be against transgender ideology. As 90% will reject pedophilia we are quickly heading towards another Sodom and Gomorrah devastation.

If you are not familiar with the story behind Sodom and Gomorrah,

“They called to Lot, ‘Where are the men who came to you tonight? Bring them out to us so that we can have sex with them.'” The angels then proceed to blind all the men of Sodom and Gomorrah and urge Lot and his family to flee from the cities to escape the wrath that God was about to deliver. Lot and his family flee the city, and then “the LORD rained down burning sulfur on Sodom and Gomorrah — from the LORD out of the heavens. Thus he overthrew those cities and the entire plain, including all those living in the cities…”

In light of the passage, the most common response to the question “What was the sin of Sodom and Gomorrah?” is that it was homosexuality.”

What was the sin of Sodom and Gomorrah?

It probably won’t be the destruction of the world, but it does mean that the world will be in chaos. Possibly considering tensions between the US and other countries, Are We in a New Cold War With Russia? Again, may or may not happen soon and since homosexuality seems so acceptable in today’s society (somewhat anyway) it doesn’t mean once society crumbles once again that homosexuality may be crushed once again. But that’s not really the topic. Transgender ideology is more than likely the driving force heading towards collapse. Now this may not make much sense or is logical by any means but it has happened in the past. Anytime homosexuality or transgenderism was acceptable in past societies, they all have been destroyed. It stands to reason that if were to happen in the near future that this trend of social collapse and perversion acceptance is connected. One time it may ‘just happen’. A second time a coincidence, a third, forth (you get the idea) it starts to look like a connection. Whether or not it will really happen, well only time will tell. Guess it’s time to get a bomb shelter.

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